I was sitting in my apartment today, alone and just feeling blah.
I didn't feel like reading, didn't feel like being with friends (where I really want to be is with my family, I miss them-- two weeks, but I haven't seen them in five weeks already and it's too long) :(
Anyway, I was realizing that I don't ALWAYS, at every second, need to be something.
- I don't always need to be a good friend, listening to the trials of my gals.
- I don't always need to be a good sister, daughter, granddaughter, niece, staying in touch with everyone.
- I don't always need to be a cool teacher.
- I don't always need to be a mean teacher.
Sometimes, it's okay just to BE. Without thinking or doing anything, just being.
Pointless, just had to get it out.