Yesterday I was monitoring the playground when I found Zoe lying on the ground. I asked her why she was doing this, and her answer was,
"I'm just getting some fresh air down here".
I've been thinking about her answer since. I feel like I need to get some fresh air, move around, DO something. I'm bored. I have no life...of course once I figure out what I'll tell my boss on Tuesday, I guess that will change, but ever since the time change last weekend, I've been spiraling towards a dark hole- I don't want to and I'm working to fight it but something has to change. I don't look forward to weekends anymore, unless I have something planned. I look forward to Thanksgiving weekend- and next weekend I have a lot of babysitting going on, but...
I hate winter.
I'll be back tonight, hopefully in a better mood. Somehow working with the kiddles at work always puts a smile on my face :)