That's how I feel about this Christmas, sadly. Usually by December 1, I'm listening to Christmas music while writing about 40 Christmas cards to send out. Certainly by this time in December I'm knee high in candle and cookie making.
I know my Grandpa's death certainly has something to do with my not feeling like celebrating right now, and hopefully as the day gets closer, my feelings will change. I go back to working at the school today and with only five days until Christmas break, I fully expect the kiddos to be jumping crazy beans. I've done this for a few years...I remember! ;)
There has been one blessing since I've been back to BC- I had to cancel two babysitting jobs while away in NJ, and the evening I got back was asked to babysit the following afternoon before my Dave Ramsey class. Later in the day, I was offered two more babysitting jobs for the week!
Yep, I'll be okay. Pray for my day back at work though, I know my coworkers will mean well and I know how sweet they all are but I'm not looking forward to all the "how are you" questions, kwim?