I’m trapped in the house (okay, apartment, whatever!) this weekend- a major storm hit us pretty hard. Both of my babysitting jobs were cancelled and while I had an insane week and should be enjoying my down time, I have *such* a hard time with it!
I just go, go, go all week, usually working 50-60 hours, but then when the weekend comes, I crash. And burn…and feel like a failure for being lazy. I’m lonely, and I hate it.
I’d love to be out enjoying the snow- sledding, taking a hike at the park in the snow, ice skating, something! Times like this are when I envy those with families, I wish I lived closer to my family (I haven’t seen most of them since Christmas, hopefully that will change next weekend), I wish I had a roommate who I was friends with (I have fond memories of the blizzard of ‘08, when I *did* live with a friend and we had a blast playing in the snow)…I’m just down & lonely
this whole freaking year today.
This is exactly *why* I prefer to stay busy, because it keeps the sad thoughts away.
I don’t want to grow old alone & lonely.
But I fear I will.
However, watching videos of this guy are currently making me laugh- which is a good thing. I find him funny, he would drive my dad absolutely nuts. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.